It's not you, it's me. It's not me it's you. No wrong it's us. We have been playing this game for three years back and fourth, round and round. At what point in time does reality show true and we figure out that this, this "us" isn't going to work ever. Don't lecture me and act like I'm the one in the wrong and I won't do the same to you. The problem with this "us" thing is I don't want to be with you, there is nothing wrong with you and there is nothing wrong with me. But the distance, you really think we could make it work. You tell me to just let life happen...well life has been happening and life has proved that our lives as an "us" just don't work. The whole idea is idiotic, lets face it if you put our love for each other on a scale yours would out weigh mine. I'm a species, species adapt. I adapted to your absences and I can adapt to your presences, but broken relationships can't be fixed through a constant technological connection. Not with me, especially with a relationship like ours, with someone like me. Long distance in this fragile state will do nothing but fail. I've had enough of this failing crap and I'm starting to realize that the more "us" their is in my world the more failure there is. So I'm bowing out of the love game. Unless prince charming rescues me from a tower in a castle, I'm disqualifying myself from it. Between my emotional retardation and the lack of effort I'm willing to exert at this point in time, I think it's only fair to "us". I think it's safe to say the only thing I'll be playing with is guns, just in case someone tries to abduct me and put me in a tower...I want to be prepared.
