Well Over Due

Sometimes it's hard to organize the cluster of thoughts in my head enough to place them in a logical order. I'm hopeless. Regardless of my attempts to find another I'm destine to be with him or my cat for the rest of my life. I don't think either of those will happen, but in my current mental condition I'm starting to believe it more and more. I don't need any man to make me happy, but I do need one to backwards hug me and understand my humor. These are pretty simple tasks.....THATS WHAT YOU WOULD THINK. However, they really aren't. I have yet to receive a backwards hug this year and needless to say its driving me up a wall. I'm forcing myself to reach out to other people, but I think it's time someone reached out too me.